count the disconnected threads as they fly about
been sick lately. went to the doctor two days ago (wednesday) and got diagnosed with…. bronchitis! huzzah! now i get to take zithromax! the cough’s not as bad, but my outer throat (see: epiglottis/where tonsils were area) is sore as fuck. i ate pizza today, and it burned as it went down. when i swallow, it feels like someone is taking a handful of needles and jamming them into my outer throat. fun fun fun. and if it dries out, it hurts worse! better slow down on the drooling.
speaking of me drooling…
the last few nights i was on so much medication that i was practically “good morning sunshine” all night. had some really really messed up dreams/delusions wednesday night. as i was slipping into sleep, my thoughts were literally like a billion buzzing fireflies in a large dish being viewed from a thousand feet above. normally, i have some wacked random thoughts; this was so insane that in the back of my mind i was nervous. and highly amused. but that’s not all. i would wake up in the middle of the night, move around on the couch, have these somehow connected thoughts (none of which involved coherance about where i was or what was going on), and drift back into sleep. i did somehow manage to develop a memory of the fact i was randomly thinking; and somehow i took back control of logic/spacetime by sunrise. i also recall having some very unusual and somewhat disturbing dreams, but not so much of the actual content.
alright, back to writhing in pain.
